This is a role call!!

Ash, Dave, Phil, Luke, Inaki!

Get you asses researching cos we are going on an all Oz holiday bash around this great country, Australia!!

So start your Tasmania Travel Research.

And work out where to stay in Victoria Caravan Parks

Peace out my travel compadres!!

i still dont get it..
why is life so unfair to my mom and brother and dad???
they dont deserve whatever is happening right now..
my mom has always been there for us
and she is always praying and a fillial person to God..
my brother is so young
he doesnt deserve to suffer..
why cant God just punish me and leave my dad alone??
Daddy...ive rarely said this but i love you..
i cant stand the needles that are being poked into ur skin..
i wish i can take all ur suffering..
u always smile and try to look cool when im around..
but truth is i know deep down u are really in pain..
daddy i really love you..
i try and be strong for u everyday..
i pray to Allah making sure He looks after u every day..
but i hope it'll help..
i break down every night
because that big chair that u always sit on is now empty
without ur presence..
i miss the times u joke around with me dad..
u taught me things no one has ever taught me..
i know u havent leave me yet
but im scared knowing that i have to be prepared for the worst..
remember at the icu that u told me??
"Ema,do well for ur O levels
because if i can't be there for u,
i wanna know that ill be looking from up there for ur results..
there's nuttin i want more than to see you succeed.."
Daddy..
dont say those words..
u'll be there for me,next to me,seeing my results ok..
u know ive always wanted to go to LaSalle
but ill make ur wish come true..
ill go to a good JC and be the best that i can be..
i need you to fight this battle ure facing..
ill help you if i have to..
mom,me,bro and all ur family members will be
there..
everyone's praying for ur good health
so u better make us proud ok sweetheart..
i still remember when i was 13..
u told me that i have to be strong in whatever i do
and dont let anybody tink im a weakling..
i want you dad to use those words and fight this stupid illness..
ill be there for u when u need me..
love you so much..
i really do Daddy!!!'

well..today started out pretty crappy...i just wasnt in the mood for anythin after i came back from church in the morning,,.,came back n just sat on my bed thinking n dozing off...after repeating that cycle a few times i got ready for evening service at CLCA!

wow...it wasnt even 6pm n it was already so full n buzzing with noise..well...worship was awesome..it has been a long time since i have been so captivated when worshiping God...it was just like an estacy pill-(i dont take estacy, but have been told whats its like thru documentaries)- it was like u were in heaven dwelling in God's presence...which was kinda true...except that we were dwellin in His house...not heaven...hehe...it was so beautiful, so refreshing, so peaceful. yet it made my adreline rush... it gave me so much thought n inspiration that i wanna start doing my quiet time on a more regular basis...

well..the sermon was quite good as well...was kinda messy...but he still got a clear message across...well not to T-x n kieth i suppose..hehe..sorry guys!! it was on blessings...from the time of abraham all the way to joseph..or was it joshua?oops,,never mind..but it was ....4 generations all together...n it made some really good points that alot of the 'christian' population take for granted
such as....
--U maybe a christian but u are not 'certified' blessed...or 'di-sahkan blessed
--a girl said i am a christian..when asked y? she replied..coz i was born in nz..
--i have a bible..so what? HITLER had a bible
--i believe in God...demons believe in God as well...but they are rotting away in hell..
--n some other similar points....

n after that went for dinner with some of the guys...lets see...there was kieth, T-x, tania, dan yang, hui min, heidi and chris.....we ate BURGERS WISCONSIN!!! aaa.....so nice...i dont think i can ever really enjoy McD's /BURGERKING/WENDY's ever again!!!!
if i can quote from tian-xiang " heavenly"
n from kieth " only real men eats rocket" hehe...yeah..fabulous burgers...eh kieth..we merge together n license it over in msia/ singapore yeah!
heheh,,really had an interesting time with these uni students...like mr.X, mrs.y?, ...mr X...AA...AB,,AC...hehe.,.n comentators doing interviews on their views on girls having intense discussions hehe...really fun! too bad had to go back so early though....
anyway,,gotta sleep liau..palying badminton tommorow!!!

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This is weekend is going to be great. Have friends and family coming over in a couple hours to hang out and BBQ. I'm looking forward to seeing everyone. I need people around me right now. Hope everyone has a great weekend. :0)

Just woke up from a 2 hr nap.. woo feeling much refrehsed now. My hall senior camp just ended this morning and tat means my holiday has "officially" started! The reason why i say so is becos my dboat training started right after my exams and once the race ended on the 20th this june i had to get back to my army camp for reservist until the 26th.. and once i booked out i went straight back to school for senior camp which lasted for 2 days and ended only this morning.. kaoz.. i need a break man.

The senior camp was okie but then it seems tat the seniors are much much less "on" as compared to the sports camp ppl. Hmm maybe it's unfair to compare the 2 different camps like tat but then sometimes it's a bit sian to see the seniors themselves not responding as actively as they should. I mean... the seniors are supposed to lead the freshies on and show a good example. How do u expect the camp to be fun when the freshies see tat their seniors are not as on. Hmm... maybe my expectations are too high.. can't really blame me cos my sports camp when i was a freshie was really fun =) The sports camp seniors were really good and i think the freshies can't help being on and open up as well when they see the seniors are so crazy and sporting. But then not all my hall ppl are "off"... only a handful of them din really show much interest in the camp.. Hmm hopefully everyone will be more sporting during the actual camp.

I got to know more ppl during the camp and enjoyed myself despite the lack of sleep and the fact tat i was a new guy there. Most of the seniors already know one another but becos i din went for hall camp when i was a freshie i dunno a lot of ppl in hall. Hmm hopefully it'll be more fun during the actualy camp. The ghost walk at sentosa last nite was quite interesting.. but it was good not becos of the actual walk thru the haunted house. It was becos of my partner for the ghost walk... HEHEHE.. i think i should go buy 4D/Toto soon. There are so many gals in the camp but yet i got her as my partner and somemore we are in different grps. Hahaha... happy like cow man. Maybe tat's why i wasn't scared at all during the ghostwalk. =)

Time to hit the gym! bulk up bulk up bulk up!